contradictions subtleties

If i knew thats where id find you,
I would start by looking here,
If all you wanted was me to see you,
I would close my eyes for a year,
If you wanted me to listen,
I would hide my ears from you,
If the possibilities were endless,
then start with the ones that are true.
The road of contradiction is long,
and one we would always avoid,
the good the bad and the uglythe memories are all distroyed,
you walked that road without me, and satyed there for a year,
I didnt know how to find you,
so i stayed looking for you here
It would be great to find you,
after a year of being lost,
It would be great to see you,
But i know that comes with a cost,
It would be great to here you,
to beak of all lose ties,
posibilities are still endless,
but its all just a pack of lies,
It would be great to see you,
After a year of being apart,
If i had the chance to greet you,
Goodbye is how id start.